Waiting waiting waiting.........

Playing the waiting game. Waiting for my birthday. Waiting for the cruise. Waiting for school to start. Waiting for other things to work out. 


Just waiting. Feels like my life right now is on hold and just floating and waiting for things to change. 


.....I loathe waiting.....

It's amazing how so many things can change in less than 24 hours. 


Wind's blowing, change is coming. I can feel it. 


But telling would take all the fun. Sorry, Sweetie, spoilers. You'll have to wait and see like everyone else. 

Summer Blues

Does anyone else feel like the summer is dragging? Then again, I say that, and July is halfway over. Already. Days are dragging, months are flying, I suppose. 

I've just been so tired lately. I have that feeling of trying desperately to keep up with how fast my feet are going so I don't fall flat on my face. I sleep enough (usually). I know I am busy. I'm not that stressed about things. If anything, I'm super relaxed about stuff because things are looking up and steadily so. I got a raise, we're paying off debt, etc etc. 

So why do I feel like I haven't slept a wink? Why does my body feel like it's been working overtime even if I've slept for 10 hours? 

I knew this summer would be busy. It is. It really is. But it's also been loads of fun. I haven't had issues keeping up with my classes. I'm enjoying them. Seeing friends, hanging out with people, going out. 

I think what it comes down to is I just feel tired. Tired of being at work day after day. Tired of doing the same thing over and over again. I need a vacation. I need to get away for a while, to relax, to not worry about anything. To just be away and relax and have fun and let the cares of everything just melt.

Thankfully, our cruise is in 39 [long] days. And then I will be able to laze about on the ship and not worry about anything for 9 whole days. 

Hey August, wanna hurry it up a bit?